I feel so sane right now.
Castiel and Dean are just so broken in The End, it’s heartbreaking. Cas is so lost and unforgiving and Dean so terrified and apologetic, and they’re so sad together and so bitter of what they’ve come to be.
2009!Cas is so apologetic, protective and sacrificing, 2009!Dean is so strong, yet lost and still so deep in his dependencies. They’re so afraid. They see the end ahead, they know they don’t have long before they and the entire world falls apart.
Sam is so strong, so loving, it is so fitting that he is Lucifer’s vessel, the embodiment of the strongest and most horrible love there is. It’s so reminiscing of how he depends on Dean, how much he loves him.
I want season 9 to be so gritty, so ugly, so raw from now on. So heartbreaking, and not only spectacle-sad. I want to know so much more about how Dean feels, how broken he is becoming, how Cas lives with this new Grace, who he is becoming, how Sam is, how can Sam live through all this.
I’m so terrified about what will happen in the show, and how it will change, and I’m so enamored with these characters and their struggles. I’m still crying oh god
I JUST REWATCHED 5X04 AND I’M IN TEARS AND THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS IN SEASON 9 THAT COME FROM THAT EPISODE
AND I MISS SO MUCH HOW THIS SHOW USED TO BE, ALL GRITTY AND RAW AS FUCK AND DRAMATIC AND SO, SO, SO GOOD
AND I WISH WITH ALL MY HEART THAT YES, WHATEVER THEY DO, THEY END UP THERE
SAM AND DEAN
DARK CREATURES AS HUMAN AS CAN BE
FLAWED, TERRIFIED AND HANGING ON SO HARD
When ever Im with her I feel so happy and my heart gets all warm and I feel like its impossible to be happier then how I feel right now.
I’ve just seen the new trailer for Sherlock’s third season, and I’m really angry.
I don’t care about Sherlock’s pompous attitude. I don’t care about Sherlock being self-centered. I care about John’s anger, John’s humanity. I don’t give two shits about Sherlock.
This trailer makes me frustrated, because it’s not what I want to see from this series. White middle-aged men playing “let’s save the world” and prideful detectives and Sherlock bullying everyone because they aren’t smart enough is not what I wanted. This is a bullshit spectacle. I’m pissed off.
Yesterday was a supergood day, and I took my anxiety medication.
Coincidence? I think not.